dreamlogic

comeback post

2011-07-01T12:26:00.002+08:00

yeay! finally my self persuasion toward blogging is successful.

I've been thinking to update this blog frequently since I'm home and have lots of free time, but the problem is, i have way too much free time even me can't handle the 'free'ness of myself. i spent 2 months of my free time doing nothing except for eating, sleeping, and other basic necessities. what the heck?! Am i that free? i guess so.

okay, moving on. During this longggg holiday, i watched too much movies, dramas; romance, romantic comedy, horror, just name it. Ahh, and just recently, i started to watched the vlog and currently addicted to RyanHiga and KevJumba..guys, i just LOVE you~~ teehee!!

p.s; miss the 'hectic'ness of my life before

fall for you~ mentag dir sndiri>>

2011-04-11T01:24:00.004+08:00

okey...it's past midnite now n i'm currently take a " break" kononnya stelah منطلاعة (whoever can't read this, revise jawi anda..;D ) hbs satu chapter chem. n then si atiqah msg me her new blog link n she's kind of changing it every month...hehe..sori qah... n then i go through her blog n read about this tag thing. although she doesn't tag me, tape2, ak tag diri ak sdiri...

RULES:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

~~4. Tag 10 friends.~~

~~5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.~~

6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
I Hate This Part by Pussycat Dolls

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
nothin' on you by B.O.B

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
ingkar by Bunga Citra Lestari

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
through my window by bunkface

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
misguided ghost by paramore

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
deja vu by SS501

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
broken man by Boys Like Girls

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

As ever by A.N.Jell

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
fall to pieces by avril lavigne

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
the great escape by Boys Like Girls

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Falling from before by miss $

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
anything but ordinary by avril lavigne

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
sebelum cahaya by letto

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
sorry sorry by Suju

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Green peas by SS501

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
assubhubada by raihan

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
catch me by demi lovato

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

baby by justin bieber

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

mystery by beast

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
2 different tears by wonder girls

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

fall for you by secondhand serenade

(^.^)V

2011-03-19T00:38:00.002+08:00

i will write about my classmate in this post, yes, someone that i know formally for nearly a year since i started my tamhidi program last year.

this someone is a male. A friend that i admire n salute plus tabik spring for everything he got in himself, deen, attitude, way-of-thinking, intelligence n everything that he had, owned and the way he deals with 'em makes me think ' ohh...i am so not setanding with him...he's far beyond what a typical boy should be'. before i know him, i can't even think that there is such a person like him living in this world. i bet the tarbiyyah that was given to him even since he is in his mother's tummy was superb. no doubt on that. it is very hard to find a brave young mujahadah like you, n just want to say that, i am very proud to be called your classmate and say to everyone that there is such a person like you whom i called as a friend of mine. thanks for living sezaman with me. go2 a2i~!

best wishes to future bride~!

2011-02-25T00:11:00.001+08:00

u r getting older....

It’s your birthday...

and I’m thinking how glad I am

that you were born.

You have given me so much--

supported me, encouraged me,

cared for me; I didn't even need to ask.

I celebrate your wonderful self!

I am in awe of your boundless generosity,

your infinite kindness--that gentle inner glow

that you so freely use to warm my life.

Your birthday is as much a celebration for me

as it is for you, maybe more,

and I wish for you the best of birthdays,

the best one ever.

May each birthday be better than the last.

Most of all, I hope you will always be

As happy as you have made me.

i am always be me

2011-02-24T23:38:00.005+08:00

i am always be me..like this. i don't know what i have to do, what should i react. i'm just afraid that my reaction will only hurt you. sorry to not realize it earlier, babe. i guess that's why i am not the first person to be the one; the one that you will confide in. sorry to be such an ignorant, not-care-too-much person for you. but, i will and always be the person that say 'u cry, n i cry too'. i am just being me who take things lightly even when it comes to these matters; love n frenship as we do not have those complicated stuff stuck in our precious relationship. sorry once again for being such a person; a person who can just watch and hear you cry from distance. sorry to let you go just like that...so sorry~~ T.T

of madam A and miss A

2011-02-12T00:51:00.004+08:00

this post is going to be quite long than usual...initially, n suddenly everythin that i have in my mind just gone with the wind.... maybe i kept them in my mind for too long n when i try to resurface them, they just slip away..hehe

(update of da week)

madam A has brought new perspectives in my understanding n questionin about reality. she told us many things on how to face reality when u r 'out there'. i know, what she said is true n i agree with her statements about this n that. but, may i know, what n when n where is exactly 'OUT THERE'. i mean, come on, don't say that we r not livin in reality right now! u say we hv to get ready to face the challenges n bla bla bla, but as i can remember, my teachers, motivators, seniors, back then when i was in secondary school oso had said the same thing. So, when is exactly we have to face it? ppl, what i'm tryin to say here is, we r NOW, facing the reality, PRESENT is REALITY. i ad mit that i dun agree with u, madam A since u taught us to be prepare to face the future only...what about now? do we hv to just ignore it? ahh...n one more thing, about all those hypocrite things, i dun get it n u know what? i dun like ur i-dun-believe-u face when i said that i am not being a hyporite to myself.

this oso makes darah mendidih...like siha said, "makhluk apekah ini" n i totally agree with u babe..

n then, of coz, a little space in this post is dedicated to our one n only budding blogger, miss A. miss A is currently active in producing many2 new intriguing n of coz, humorous post by this week, n thanx for mentionin me n lovin me that much..i know, we always have that kind of kimia-mengundang-kejelesan-makhluk-bumi between us. although we haven't seen each other's face since 2010, we r not apart. n then it makes me believe this quote ' distance make heart grow fonder' n of coz, this apply to all my sayangs too. heart. xoxo.

n this is what i found when searchin our captured moment together...this is the outcome for our long time no see=no new pics T.T

thank god

2011-01-18T16:56:00.001+08:00

alhamdulilah i got great friends with great attitude..really thankful for that..

currently...

2011-01-16T22:07:00.003+08:00

tonite I is currently...

working hard on my homeworks...padah bersuka ria pd hari minggu =.='

to do list yang x pernah siap...

I is oso kemaruk nk tgk hindustan...this cravings start when my housemates n I heard the old skool punyer lagu hindustan..hehehe

n currently like this song...ngehehe~~

awkward..

2011-01-15T13:15:00.002+08:00

~~ppl~~ my classmates currently talkin bout this...falsafah vs syarak. erkk...dunno where to start. livin n lead a life in usIm doesn't seem as simple as in naIm. [capital I:islamic] ehee. here, we they make it real. it is good of coz, but sometimes there's always a gap between us. the mind-set gap. ok2, i noe i'm not that 'berilmu n warak' like u all but sometimes just give it a break. u make ppl like me suffocating. so what if someone said 'ok, u can do these things..u're not going to do bad things..just want to learn and get something from what u learn'. so? i noe u hv ur own stand but please, be considerate. sometimes just accepting things and see them from different perspectives doesn't kill u. pfft. i din say that we should membelakangi syarak. ye2, ak x 'baik' mcm kau. but, at least try to make things simpler r the alternatives.

*seriousness is needed 4 paragraph above*

those words help a lot to vent my ~~anger~~ annoyance.

by the way. as it is still in january, hehe... it's still not too late 4 this. 2011 resoluti0n...

try to blog more often
keep everythin on track

till then. au revoir.

motivated :: level up!

2010-07-16T19:36:00.003+08:00

this evening, there's a program for med students with the dean of our future faculty. the talk was hell so inspiring, fun n interesting =D. me like it a lot.hehe. so, feeling kinda motivated, n worried of coz. just thinking of that will make me question myself, will i make it to enter that med school? well, like what he said, prof. datuk nik, u don't hav to be smart to become a doctor ( but to become one, you need to =.='), u just hav to study, study n study harder. ni yg ak x tahan neh.... n one more thing, he said that please, do your best in your quiz, everything count. n ni satu lg yg ak x tahannn...adooiiillaaa. teringat test chem1 punyer marks. plus, this embarassing marks come wif embarassing moment~ cess

FYI, i always sit beside boys' side n that makes me sit beside a boy.. n when i get my marks, i sit next to luqman, that brilliant luqman get full mark, and he surely see how much i score T.T.tsk.tsk.ces! memalukan kaum btol la aku nih. sedey doe dpt rendah. feels like a loser when everyone got that 'good' on their paper n i din. but, i'm thankful enaff, x de la tulisan 'see me' drpd puan latifah tertera di atas kertas tu. fuhh.

what i realize;

#1 kebaikan sit next to boy n their clan

- segan nak tido. hehe

- they are much more pick-up than the gals, so, klau blur, ape lg, tanye laa (in this case, ak x tau malu..heheh)

- they will keep u entertain wif their talks ^_^

#2 i'm proud to be a kelantanese.

in this case, ak pon x phm apsallaa diorang ni suka sgt nk ckp kltn =.='

bukti 1 ;

there's a girl, sanah's housemate, kak bee, a fanatic fan of klntn. she speaks kltn, as if she is, although she's not. she is eyeing a klntn boy, n he is overflowing cute, hehe ; n kak bee oso mkn BUDU, mind u, dlm quantity yg byk . haha. kalah saya, bdk kelantan.

bukti 2;

syafiq n ensem, classmates of mine n his conversation dlm kuliah pg td

syafiq ; eh ak nk blaja ckp klntn la

ensem ; haha. apsal? kau nk ngorat awek klntn eh?

saya ; =.='

#3 i am not in denials

i know my feelings okaii ( trying to say this to myself) i dunno if my heart heard it or not. but, i hope that my heart will hear it, CLEARLY. i see him, bcoz i always look for him =.=' (that is so bad of me). now, i'm in process of getting my head straight! ok, no flirting! fighting!!

regenerate

2010-07-10T18:42:00.002+08:00

yup, u can call it as a process of regenerate...

here i am, kat blog yg terabai for almost few months kot~

reasons; firstly, i x rasa mcm nk bt keje skolah or assignment or watever ppl call it.

secondly, i miss my old self, sit in front of this lappy n typing post for this blog.

for these few months, a lot of things did happen..good n bad, simultaneously.

i din get the jpa for oversea, n i din cry.thats not make myself proud at all for being whatsocall tabah or whatsoever. i cry for not being able to cry. the fact that i get jpa for dlm negara doesnt change anything okaii..n im not really happy for that, so stop saying congrats n all that sorts of things. it just make me realize that i cant even touch my dream.fullstop.

studying in usim does not suck at all ;) i hv dear sanah by my side..that's make me different from my other galfriends who are alone in their campus life. the conclusion is, i am happy. a lot of things did happen, i mean, in a good way, studying is not that bad, xcept for arabic, of course, it always make me pening2 lalat, ehee.

i'm starting new phase of life... i am a lot rajin than before [kot] hehe.. n then i sleep less in lecture, i am better in mingle around kott..

n one more thing, currently like this lyrics . .

Oh blue sands, will I ever get to marry my handsome friend?
Oh blue sands, can you make them understand?

And everything will get better if I stay for a while
And we’ll find another way to be happy one day
And everything will get better if you hold on for a while
And the sea come and sweeps us away from here

Oh blue sands, will i ever get to be like you

befday post~

2010-04-28T10:36:00.002+08:00

today is april 28th; my special day; the day i was born by beloved mom; the first day i breath on this earth...

alhamdulillah, thank god, i survived till today~!
i lived my life for 18 years,, yeay!! ;D

this year befday; x mcm thn last year, juz got three calls, one missed call, but a lot of msg n comments ;) trimekaseh bg ingatan anda yg tulus lagi eklas tuu...
bak kata atiqah, yup, im not undrage anymore!! yeay, terasa dewasa..haha. muni, i tunggu present dr jordan kay~

last year befday; plg best
sy bermandi air nila, berbedak tepung, dpt wishes befday yg hangat lg kuat + penuh kaseh syg, juga dpt present baju (still x pakai lagii, syg oii) haha

but still,, diz year, sambut sndirian dirumah, bertemankan laptop n enset, penghubung kasih sayang, hehe 8) diz year wish; jpa scholarship, xdpt present laen x kesah, aslkn dpt yg nie, ;(

wish me luck~!

.: me; 8teen years old girl :.

without words

2010-04-18T18:03:00.004+08:00

I shouldn’t have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didn’t see it, like I couldn’t see it
I shouldn’t have looked at you in the first place

I should have run away
I should have pretended I wasn’t listening
like I didn’t hear it, like I couldn’t hear it
I shouldn’t have heard your love in the first place

Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away

Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised
It came without a word

Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore, and that you’re not here anymore
otherwise, it’ll be just the same like before

Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away

Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised

Without a word, tears starts falling down
Without a word, my heart is broken

Without a word, I waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me
I’ve become transparent, I’ve become a fool
and I cry just by looking at the sky

Without a word, separation finds me
Without a word, the end comes to me
It tool my heart by surprised
To send you away unexpectedly
It came without a word

Without a word, love appears
Without a word, love vanishes
Like a fever I’ve had, maybe all I have to do is hurt for a while
Because in the end, the only thing that remains are scars

giving soul

2010-04-02T01:04:00.002+08:00

it felt awkward.....to write, again. i'm giving soul to my blog.

alhamdulillah,, thank god. i got the jpa interview. i'm happy n i'm scared. happy to know that i'm just a step closer to my dream. scared to realize that my future depends on the interview.

terkilan. i dont know that i'm diz stupid to let others determine my future. although it hurts to write this, but still.. i cant juz let it go. i keep thinking of it n it really makes me down. that bloody consultant really crack my nerves. bullshit!! i really hope ade hikmah yg tersembunyi di sebalik apa yg berlaku...cholmal~

lucky to have you, ana. i really appreciate it that night. the night we cry together juz because i'm a stupid girl who cant even say no to defend myself n my future. u truly are my dearest sis. watever might happen, i can always trust you 4 trusting myself. i'm juz not mature enaf to stand on my own...like what u said that night. thanx 4 d wise words.. i really need that. also to siha...u helped a lot honey~

if u dunno what i'm saying rite now, juz ignore it. diz is juz a lame luahan rase dr budak yg bernama azreen.

i just hope that i can be like the sun..always warm n happy without sadness surrounds me,,

ABC doesn't go any further

That's just no good

'Cause what's inside our hearts is different, right?

My youth's better than that

I wanna come deep inside that heat

I know it's gotta be you

I'm a naughty sun

.the end.

g00dbye..adios~

2009-12-31T23:33:00.003+08:00

that's all that i can say..[goodbye]
selamat tinggal semua~~~

this post is specially written to bubbye all the th0se hatefool things in 2009, memories..whether it is sweet or bad memories.
tahun 2009 yg byk menyaksikan plbgai pahit maung (aiseehhh) kehidupan ak as a student of naim lilbanat,..u know~ wif all the books, studies, extra classes, plus homesick lg, n then kena demam plg teruk dlm sejarah hidup aku selama idup 17 thn kt dunia ni...all the tears, laughters n everything.
well, luckily, wif Allah's blessings, i can go through it smoothly, praise to Him, Allah the Almighty.

before this year end, i would like to say goodbye to cik bloggy syg nih, as i would be away fer plusminus 3 months for the national service...n i'll take a break from blogging, facebook, n benda yg seumpamanya...juz to get ready mentally n physically for that damn plkn thing...oooh byk benda x packin lg~! gudbye miss telly, thnx for giving me such a nice eye-capturing moving pic for me to look..hehe..n not to forget this miss lappy..i owe u thiiiiisssssss much for entertain me..providing me intrnt, songs, kamen rider n lots lots lots of things.
thanx for all ppl who makes my 2009 such a beautiful memories to be remember!

when the clock stikes 12, the 2009 comes to the end n hellO 2010!
we will be stepping on a new world, choose a new path, experience new things, learn new stuff, meet new people, n almost everything is so NEW...n dats why we call it NEW YEAR...[thats my theory..hehe]

2010 resolutions~~>>
1. be a better person
2. study harder
3. live my life the fullest
4. stay healthy n SLIM

looking forward to 2010 8)
p/s: saranghae...bogoshipda...sembilan olweiz

logging off.....

accepting the fact

2009-12-29T01:31:00.002+08:00

yup, im accepting the fact n0w,,

sesuatu relationship pasti ad lubang sana cket, koyak cni sikit..
pasti dimamah usia..
everybody is takin their own steps, their own path now
using the word of FRIENDSHIP is weak enough to cling on someone we love
we could nvr stop the time..
it'll definitely weakened the bonding
n at last,
there's only memories
left between us

i feel something cold in my heart,
burdened me,
when seeing ppls that i used to love, laugh with
had another persons bside them now
seems like we are forgetting about each other

i know, i know
it is pathetic of me to say such things
but, it comes to my mind
am i the one to be blame?
;(

unexpected friendship

2009-12-26T21:47:00.003+08:00

we know nothing bout the future, the destiny...

thats the exact word to describe the atmosphere here..ehee
suddenly, in 5 minutes or so, i get a new friend, a girl, named asilah ahmad, so called elah
its quite funny how we got our path crossed

n the story goes...

few days ago
on my cellphone's screen>>> 1 message received
it's from an unknown number
a lil bit pissed off but, naseb baek msg tu cute
n then i text her back...
me>>sp ni?
she>>sorry, slh sent

tonite
once again, she text me, another cutey msg
wif an annoying smile on my face..
me>>slh sent lg ke this time?
she>>yap, sorry, i wanna 4wad that msg to my celcom no.
me>> dats ok, sy bleh tmbh koleksi msg cute

then, the convrstion mula meleret...biaserlaa pompuan kan?!
it is unexpected as we have the same phone number, it juz beza kt last number je...
n we are living in the same klntan,
n we are at the same age
n we are both girls!
is that shocking?

she.....my unexpected friend
totally

back to da keyboard

2009-12-25T22:14:00.001+08:00

its been a long time..... cholmal...
yup, im living my life the fullest, that plkn thing really turns my one-for-a-lifetime-holiday to a nightmare~
actually x sgt coz xcitd agak la to taste da feeling of being what so called 'pelatih plkn'

just now.. bc blog somebody, n then end up feelin something
guilty? a lil bit.. i dont know if shes talkin bout me
but, nevermind..
sometimes i can be really pathetic in describing other people's feelings
thats what they told me

really miss skool very mucho
i mean [people] in da skool ok~
till we meet nex yer guys!

WISH UPON A STAR...n dats me

back to da keyboard

2009-12-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

favour of da week

2009-06-09T21:03:00.003+08:00

bez agak la layan lagu ni~

my life would suck without you by kelly clarkson..

Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Being with you
Is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let you go
Oh yeah

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

ngantuk owh

2009-03-26T23:29:00.001+08:00

urara~
dah lame x post kat blog nih
there r so much things to say but im blank now...
n im sleepy~

besday abe

2008-12-31T12:00:00.000+08:00

this is my last p0st for 2008! bye2 2008 n here i come 2009!

s0, speakin bout new year, we cannot forget bout the new year resolution rite?! so, i've made some pretty tough decision on deciding what will be my 2009 resolution n here they are~
1 :: study hard
2 :: be a good fivers
3 :: kurangkan ke'notty'an
4 :: no m0re breakin rules [ i hope so]
5 :: lessen kamen rider n tv
hemm... x tau la keazaman sy taun dpn teguh ke x, we'll see in 2009 la nmpknye.

n one m0re thing,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABE~!

u're gettin older so act like one!
kau udah maken tua! yeay!!

semuga pnjg umor n murah rezki,

sukses selalu ye,

mmuahx♥

adoooila

2008-12-31T02:30:00.002+08:00

it is 2.31 a.m now, n i' landing di atas katil with laptop on my belly. don't ask me what am i doing bcoz i'll tell ya! hehe.. oh sy sdg mencoba memfinishkan omwok bm sy, yes, membuat folio putera gunung tahan 2 la~ n sebut psl omwok bm yg satu ni, last week or juz few days ago, mcqah call me n ckp "yeng, mg bleh tolong print katku x omwok bm? folder ak ilam!" nasib baek ak ni soram kwn yg baek! ak pom agree la kan... x kan galfren sndri pom i x nk tolong. den, esk nk g shoppin~! yyeayy!

tag #2

2008-12-29T20:28:00.004+08:00

siha,

sy agak thrill untuk menjawab tag ini..

here it is..

7 ciri lelaki / wanita idaman :
~ martial arts & outdoor activities lover
~ baek n caring n honest
~ tinggi n kalau ade body hawt mcm sang woo pom kay gak tp x nk mcm body builder
~ tough..i mean x lembik
~ b-jorks
~ ade sense of humour
~ non-smoker nor drug addict please~

7 org yg pernah anda minati sepanjang hidup :
~ secret admirer ak kat primary skool dulu2. ngee
~ bdk taekwando yg kachak lg hawt ber'belt' itam itu
~ that mysterious guy in my family
~ muszaphar of coz~!
~ kamen rider zeronos yg hensem lg cute
~ ckg addmad sy kat 2sen (*.*)
~ abg manis sblm kawen

7 perasaan sekiranya keluar dengan org yg anda minati :
~ neves
~ hepi
~ maluu
~ lidahku kelu?
~ best2!
~ hrp2 dpt keluar lagii
~ takut sket2

7 tempat istimewa yg ingin dilawati bersama pasangan :
~ disneyland
~ gold coast
~ the beach
~ kedai aiskrim
~ cosmoworld
~ toys r us?! hehe
~ tmpt fav dye
~ tournamen taekwando..yeay~!

7 barang istimewa yang ingin dihadiahkan kpd pasangan :
~ aiskrim
~ cd kamen rider den 0
~ bangle silver
~ t-shirt itam
~ keychain gamba kitorang
~ kuma-chan [ biar dye peluk ]
~ s.e.n.y.u.m.a.n--senyum itu sedekah!

7 tajuk lagu yang akan anda nyanyikan kpd pasangan :
~ climax jump-kamen rider. hehe
~ 1234-plain white t's
~ fall for you-secondhand serenade
~ cinta mati-agnes monica ft ahmad dhani
~ cinta sempurna-yuna
~ deeper conversation-yuna
~ sedang ingin bercinta-dewa19

rakan untuk di tag :
~ezzah
~maleng

nama lelaki idaman anda :
momotaros~!

*semua diatas tertaluk kepada perubahan ye~ harap maklum!

tag #1

2008-12-29T19:17:00.003+08:00

0hoh. siha tagged me~! [ sebenarnye dah lame ] keinginan untuk membuat tag itu ade cuma mase je x de!

The rules:Link to your tagger and post these rules. List 8 random facts about yourself and tag 8 people

+ i l0ve ice-cream n chocs very2 much
+ nonton tv is not juz my part time, but it is my j0b :D
+ i sux in physics!
+ l0ve my frenz n family
+ x suke study
+ love beach to the power of 100
+ easily get addicted to s0mething [ kamen rider esp.] haha
+ pro in messing things, at h0me esp.
+ jadik dr. cinta ana = i'm qute good kan?! (mintak2 la dye x bace) hehe

:: bout the rules tu, sy abaikan je ye, sy x tag 8 org ::

private emotion

2008-12-27T00:56:00.004+08:00

"private emotion"

Every endless night has a dawning day
Every darkest sky has a shining ray
And it shines on you baby can't you see
You're the only one who can shine for me

It's a private emotion that fills you tonight
And a silence falls between us
As the shadows steal the light
And wherever you may find it
Wherever it may lead
Let your private emotion come to me
Come to me

When your soul is tired and your heart is weak
Do you think of love as one way street
Well it runs both ways, open up your eyes
Can't you see me here, how can you deny

It's a private emotion that fills you tonight
And a silence falls between us
As the shadows steal the light
And wherever you may find it
Wherever it may lead
Let your private emotion come to me
Come to me

Every endless night has a dawning day
Every darkest sky has a shining ray
It takes a lot to laugh as your tears go by
But you can find me here till your tears run dry

It's a private emotion that fills you tonight
And a silence falls between us
As the shadows steal the light
And wherever you may find it
Wherever it may lead
Let your private emotion come to me
Come to me

ohoh

2008-12-25T23:30:00.004+08:00

:: 0re futatabi sanjou!! ::

oh no... i get addicted! help me pleasee~!! this is soo damn bad. luckily the olidei is almost end, so my addiction to kamen rider will be cured...i hope so~! can u imagine dat i watch all the 49 episodes of kamen rider + kamen rider movie + kamen rider special with shin-chan + kamen rider talk show EVERYDAY but not twenty 4 seven cuz u knoe i have to deal wif other stuff too. n now, my golden olidei jatuh merudum kedudukannya di tangga priority mase cuti nih dan juara mestilaa di tangan kamen rider...yeay!! ooopss.. actually i am watching kamen rider rite now n im taking five jap, n siha tep0n..[ excuse jap, i nk ckp dgn girlfren i (: ] 0oo tepon kat aku nk cari inspirasi ye, huhu. biase r kan, aku memang pencetus inspirasi kpd girlfren2 aku yg tersayang tue :D.xoxo. oh, saye udah lupe mau tulis ape maa... n saye terase agak fishy when i knoe that ppl other than my girlfren is reading my post too.. what should i feel? malu? agakla jugak.. hepi? ade sket2... but guys, u can spent ur time here asalkan korang x ape2kan cik blog aku nih!

blogging back

2008-12-24T15:55:00.015+08:00

.: 0re..SANJOU~! :.

feewhh...it's been a while since my last p0st, n now here i am, blogging back!

these few days, bz wif 2syen, movies of coz~, n KAMEN RIDER DEN-O. siyes, kamen rider mmg best!! worth spending time u know! asal-usul:: actually, abe is the source. dye bwk pulang kamen rider dlm laptop, then, dye memancing minat aku, n he even dare threaten me kalau ak x nak tgk citer kamen rider tuh! huhu...n dye berjaya..yeay! dulu2 aku wondering jgk why budak2 kecik nih minat citer2 camgini, u know...citer sorang hero yg berpakaian kostum berwarna merah kuning berlawan dgn sekor raksasa yg x kurang hodohnya dan x lebih keganasannya. n now, i know why~! becoz... it is menghiburkan! yup, cukup menghiburkan. there r four imagins in this story which possesed the hero, nogami ryutarou n i like them A LOT!

these are the pics of the imagins in kamen ride==>

huh..

2008-12-18T03:20:00.003+08:00

what i am doing right now? tonight or should i say on this very early morning, i still don't go to bed.. abah sure will nag at me tomorrow bcuz he said " ayeng, esok bgn awal~! nk g tmbh power spec.." . the thing is aku malas nak tido r! (tonite only) today, wake up pkl 11, bgn tgk tv, mkn nasik, tgk meet the spartans >huhu best giler tau citer ni!<, mandi, maen game, maen game, help abah wif all those checkin spm papers, mkn nasik, runaway from abah, bergayutan dgn aimi, pegang kertas addmad jap, chit chat dgn kakak2 kesayanganku ni, maen game, n now i am, writing a post! adoooiii borimnya hidopkuuu...

the plan::
siha asks me to hang out with the nine.once again.n i think i can't.once again.sorry to dissapoint u guys~!

n i dunno what to write anymore.....

dan sebenarnya

2008-12-18T03:02:00.004+08:00

yuna
:: dan sebenarnya::

oh bulan
jangan layan diriku lagi
pabila,
air mata membasahi pipi
dan lagu2 di radio seolah2 memerli aku
pabila,
kau bersama yg lain

adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku

ku enggan
berpura pura ku bahagia
ku enggan
melihat kau bersama si dia
oh ku akui cemburu
telah menular dalam diri
pabila
kau bersama yang lain
adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku

pabila kau merenung matanya
ku rebah,jatuh ke bumi
di saat kau benar-benar mahu pergi
seperti ku bernafas dalam air
adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu kau juga merindui aku
oh

~oh aku minat giler lagu ni....YUNA RULES~!

quiz

2008-12-18T02:49:00.002+08:00

::deeper conversation wif me::

this thing i got from friendster buletin that was posted by my buddy~illy nsyha
it is quite fun u know.. although some of the answer is s0o silly~! n i have changed it a lil bit (x

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" ... you say?
dan sebenarnya ~ yuna

2.How would you describe yourself?
always getting over you ~ angela ammons :p

3.What do you like in a boy?
i just call to say i love you ~ stevie wonder

4.How do you feel today?
bila rasaku ini rasamu ~ kerispatih
===i like this=====

5.What is your life's purpose?
in too deep ~ genesis

6.What is your motto?
all i have to do is dream ~ the everly brothers
==ye la tu==

7.What do your friends think of you?
seputih hati ~ agnes monica
*ngee* omg~!

8.What do you think of your parents?
you are my love ~ pink boy
::u really r<33

9.What do you think about very often?
heart of gold ~ nell young

10.What is 2 + 2?
first of may ~ bee gees

11.What do you think of your best friend?
a whole ~ peado bryson & celine dion

12.What do you think of the person you like?
fall for you ~ secondhand serenade
(*-*) yeh babeh~!

13.What is your life story?
daddy's home ~ cliff richard
... what the~

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
blue sands ~ yuna
ohoho

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
pieces of me ~ ashlee simpson

16.What will you dance to at your wedding
power of love ~ jenifer rush
how romantik~!

17.What will they play at your funeral?
after midnight ~ yuna

18.What is your hobby/interest?
dibius cinta ~ melly goeslaw & yusry
hehehe~ is that for real?!!

19.What is your biggest fear?
i will follow him ~ little peggy march

20.What is your biggest secret?
colours of the wind ~ venessa williams & jon secada

21.What do you think of your friends?
hot n cold ~ katy perry
they really are~!

22.What will you post this as?
deeper conversation ~ yuna
====it really is===

sedey~!

2008-12-16T19:37:00.002+08:00

0ooh... sedih mencengkam hati..

i write this post after i read all those luahan hati by mimiey n siha.
dear friends, maybe i would say dat i understand ur feelings but the reality is i don't really know. i feel something in my heart dat lead my mind start to think of our memories, yes, our sweet memories... n my tears begin to trickle. oohh how i miss those days we were together, laughing, giggling for silly things, hugging each other n hanging out at the mall. i really h0pe that the sacred ties will hold this special relationship forever.....eternity.

yeay~!

2008-12-14T12:52:00.002+08:00

yipee~!

result dah sampai r!

n..

i got

flying colours~!!

ye$terdei

2008-11-26T07:02:00.006+08:00

ye$terdei ::

yes, yesterdei penuh dgn memori yg best.. kelmarin aku menjejakkan kaki ke tempat tuisyen buat pertama kali. this is the first time aku tuisyen kat luar skolah, selaluya aku juz tuisyen kat skool jer~ huhu! pengalaman pertama memang x dpt dilupakan.. n i feel a lil bit happy coz few of my schoolmates + mc nik [kitorang tadika n primary skool sama2 but secondary skool laen2] also there~! so kelmarin first time aku jumpe dia in these four years kalau x silap r. dulu dia skolah kat sbpi batu rakit, but, akhir taun baru2 ni, dia tukar skolah. so, next year, she will be skoolin at smka melor, still so courteous, pretty and warak! budak berjurus la katakan~! neway, tuntasnya di sini, suka bangatt ketemu sama mc nik..n n i also got her phone number =p

tapi kejadian tu blaku bila my add math lesson has finished n bout the tuisyen~>the teacher; a middle age man, wear spectacles, kelakar, prihatin, has a loud n clear voice (that's what i like tho most) then, the lesson when smoothly like usual fer about two hours (3-5 pm). actually abah asks me if i wanna go to the morning session becoz u will be fresher in the morning~! yes, it's true but not in this monsoon season! oh pleaze~ musim hujan camni, pagi2 mesti r best membungkuskan diri dlm selimut kan?! n plus, aku malas r nak mandi pagi2, so that's why i'm attending the afternoon session =D

then, when i'm home, abe once again aks me to accompany him for his driving practice as u know, practice make perfect! hadooooila~ menyesal aku x pakai seatbelt awal2, x psl2 aku ter'kiss' dashboard kelmarin, dahlah terhantuk kepala~! it HURTZ... dahlaa die tu x tau jln, bwk kete tu 40 km/h, takut akan lori n x ada keyakinan untuk memandu di jln besar, menghadapi masalah dlm menentukan arah mana patut steering wheel itu diputar apabila reverse n last skali, u cannot turn on the radio when he's driving! katanya, terganggu konsentrasi la konon~! but afterall, i was enjoying the ride..best la jugak bersiar-siar ptg2, tgk 'pemandangan' huhu..

omwok~!

2008-11-24T15:39:00.004+08:00

this evening is the very first time i hold a pen and tekan calculator and start doing my modern maths golden hols~ it feels very good when suddenly you have the 'mood' to do your 0mwok!
so, i better get going before the 'mood' runaway n left me behind

2008-11-24T11:17:00.005+08:00

miley cyrus~7 things

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared
It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you!
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to
friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
When you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh, I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

The 7 things I hate about you!
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you!
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hands in mine
When we're intertwined, everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like most that you do
You make me love you, you do

vinDicated

2008-11-23T16:34:00.005+08:00

Hope dangles on a string

Like slow spinning redemption

Winding in and winding out

The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in

So, mesmerizing,and so hypnotizing,

I am captivated,I am

Vindicated

I am selfish

I am wrong

I am right

I swear I'm right

Swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well

I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear

Like the diamond in your ring

Cut to mirror your intention

Oversized and overwhelmed

The shine of which has caught my eye

And rendered me

So isolated,and so motivated

I am certain now that I am

So turnup the corners of your lips

Part them and feel my finger tips

Trace the moment fall forever
Defense is paper thin

Just one touch and I'll be in

Too deep now to ever swim against the current

So let me slip away

So let me slip against the current

So let me slip away

So let me slip away

My hope

dangles on a string

Like slow spinning redemption...

j0yride~!

2008-11-22T20:49:00.005+08:00

huhuhu~
guess what?! i'm joyriding wif my bro this evening.. juz both of us n he's DRIVING!! agak melucukan bagi seorang lelaki yang machonya x seberapa dan besar egonya x muat kereta. he's so...[ i can't find a word to describe his behaviour] but next time i will wear SEATBELT for my safety precaution as he's driving sooo not PROFESSIONAL! first, he takes more than 5 minutes and asks me juz to think which way should he steer the steering wheel so we can get out from the yard (oh please~) n then, he almost makes me KISS the dashboard everytime he brakes! but the most unforgotten thing is ; die mampuskan kereta kat cabang tiga!!
but, nevermind coz i enjoy laughing and mengutuk abangku yang tercayang tu~!

sucks~!

2008-11-22T14:57:00.002+08:00

i hate when things lyke diz happen. why would someone juz scold u when u did somthing that is wrong [for them] although it is juz a stupid mistake!what the hell is going on? it is not fair n it HURTZ! can they be more understanding?! i know that i olweiz be da 0ne who make those mistakes n get scolded...n u know what? i ju feel like i wanna kick their a** [i wish i could]

a $tate of BLISS

2008-09-14T20:35:00.002+08:00

happy tonite coz i'm blogging back! huhu~
i'm really miss u lar cik blog!
few reasons yg buatkan aku abai cik blog fer almost few weeks ni coz ana bwk laptop pegi menharungi liku2 hidop dia kat bumi ucsi nun~
n another reason is aku malas nak bertapak kat cc umah jiran aku~ hehe..
i'm glad malam ni terluput udah winduku pada mu 0oh cik blog!

I'm sinkin' into the lava
And I'm tryin' to keep from going under
Baby, who turned the temperature hotter
'Cause I'm burnin' up
Burnin' up for you baby

oh no!!

2008-08-23T11:44:00.003+08:00

malang bet0l nasib ari ni! 9uess what?!
aku basuh BAJU BARU dalam TONG SAMPAH! can u ever imagine that? sh*T!
bangun pagi tadi aku punyela spirit nak basuh baju kurung baru, nak pakai pergi konvo kak aku.lepas tue, ana pon nak basuh baju dia jugak tadi, dia tanya la aku..mana baldi kat umah ni? aku pon naik heran la coz baldi tu ada kat tepi mesin basuh. tapi aku pom buat dek je la. aku pon masuk bilik, ambik baju kurung aku tu then aku ambik la satu baldi kaler biru ni.aku isi air, aku letak sabun dynamo kuning and aku letak BAJU KURUNG aku > info tambahan-aku basuh baju baru dgn tangan=p <. lepas tu, punyela masyuk aku layan main air sabun, sental baju aku dan menikmati haruman sabun yg mnyegarkan tuh! tiba2, ana datang n dia cakap~ YENG, NAPE KAU BASUH BAJU BARU KAU DALAM TONG SAMPAH?! speechless!!.aku pon tanye la dia balik, ni tong sampah ke? what the hell?! then ape lagi, aku cepat2 ambik baju aku, bilas dgn air n aku REWASH la...takkan nak biarkan extrak tong sampah mengering dalam benang2 baju aku tu? ape punye malang la ari ni!! dah la tong sampah@baldi tu diletakkan kat dapur! paham2 je la ape yang dibuang kat dalam tu~ UWEEEKSSZZ!

no doubt~!

2008-07-17T23:11:00.003+08:00

this week, boowat entah yg ke berapa beratus kali sejak 4 tahun yg lps, i'm at home-HOMESWEETHOME- especially 4 HOSTELIERS~!! wooohoooa! indahnya hidup!

these past few weeks amat2 la menyeronokkan kat skool. Byk perkara2 yg bermakna buat aku dan yg penting skali, aku rasa aku lebih kenal dunia Allah ni.

something kdg2 kita rasa mende tu x penah dan x akan penting dlm hidup rupa2nya bermakna kan?mcm 2 la apa aku rasa these few months. pelik kan? nak menghadap Ilahi ke aku ni? hehehe...

Byk benda kat dunia ni yg mengajar kita untuk jd better n semua benda ada hikmahnya! So, siapa kita untuk mempersoalkan ketentuan ILahi kan?

Kesimpulannya, aku bersyukur di lahirkan jd aku sekarang ni, NO DOUBT~!

2 hari bersakit tubuh~!

2008-06-06T17:48:00.003+08:00

4 n 5 june this year menyimpan byk memori indah aku kat kompleks belia dan sukan panji. diz year once again, tournament taekwando peringkat negeri kelantan aku masuk bertanding dalam kategori team pattern n team sparring. n tahun ni aku terkejut beruk apabila aku dpt bronze dalam spa!!
hari2 di sana jugak diserikan dgn jejaka2 macho yg hensem=P! tp tahun ni x puas hati la coz dlm team pattern, team aku dpt bronze padahal tahun lps kitorang dpt perak! neway tahun ni better than tahun lps coz tahun ni dpt dua medal kan~

star

2008-06-01T19:04:00.002+08:00

the wind is shaking the windows,
and over my small room,
the stars fill up the sky,
shining brightly too many to count,
the stars reassure tired me
they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me
don’t be hurt too much..
they hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,
telling me to go to sleep
though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
though my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get
Even though our happy times were short,
I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever
My dream is coming
though it is unusual that my one star is brightit is very bright,
even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder
stop being so sad..it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug
though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
though my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get
Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever
Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever

0oh~ hidup ini!

2008-05-26T00:28:00.003+08:00

today, hari2 cuti sko0l berlalu macam biasa, penuh dgn movies kat hbo, smv, lagu2 best kat laptop @ radio and not even a touch on my 0mwork except for tonite. hari ni juga penuh dgn ugutan from my lovely sistes! diorang nak ugut aku kes aku dpt math **% jer kat abah n diorang jugak bersumpah~ruin my next hols with tuisyen! oh sh*tla. but the "best" thing for today is there is no best thing happen in my life! what a BORING DAY>> siyes!! tp aku kena appreciate masa2 aku kat umah coz it is not easy to spend my day, even weekend at home...u know~ faktor utamanya coz aku dok kat 0stel naim yg barunya x brape, mknnnya sedap x seberapa tp aku happy {agak} la. now, semua makhluk Allah yg bernama manusia mcm aku ni dah tido, masing2 cbok dgn urusan merehatkan badan selepas seharian dgn tugas diorang cuma aku ajer yg x berapa nak berfungsi d rumah ni kecuali menghabiskan beras yg mahal sekarang ni! hehehehe. Emm... tp tadi aku telah sekali lg membuat benda yg dianggap x berapa seronok oleh aku dan benda yg plg senang pernah wujud kat muka bumi ni oleh kak aku iaitu aktiviti ***b**** B****!! Juz keep it as my secret :P

innocence

2008-05-23T17:38:00.003+08:00

Waking up I see that everything is ok The first time in my life and now it’s so great Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn’t change a thing about it This is the best feeling
This innocence is brilliance I hope that it will stay This moment is perfect Please don’t go away I need you now And I’ll hold on to it Don’t you let it pass you by
I found a place so safe, not a single tear The first time in my life and now it’s so clear Feel calm, I belong, I’m so happy here It’s so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn’t change a thing about it This is the best feeling

It’s a state of bliss, you think you’re dreaming It’s the happiness inside that you’re feeling It’s so beautiful it makes you wanna cry It’s a state of bliss, you think you’re dreaming It’s the happiness inside that you’re feeling It’s so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It’s so beautiful it makes you wanna cry This innocence is brilliance Makes you wanna cry This innocence is brilliance Please don’t go away Cus I need you now And I’ll hold on to it Don’t you let it pass you by

~malam 010308~

2008-03-07T17:04:00.001+08:00

malam itu
wanginya menusuk
mendebarkan hati
menggetarkan sanubari
menguji ketakwaan kepada Ilahi
yang mana lebih ditakuti?
iman senipis kulit bawang
dijadikan sandaran
Tuhan lebih mengerti
apa yang bermain di hati
hanya satu yang ku mohon
wahai Tuhan
beri aku kekuatan
melawan ketakutan
dalam pekat malam
dalam perlindunganMu
aku berserah!

especially to==

2008-03-07T16:47:00.004+08:00

dedikasi untuk mu:: _cinta_kau_&_aku_

pagi ini
kasihku ditujukan untukmu
merinduimu lumrah bagiku
tapi kini
kau ada yang lain
untuk kau serahkan cintamu
bagimu ku adalah teman
teman tapi mesra
dirinya bagimu laksana pelangi
hadirnya mewarnai hidupmu
perginya duka bagimu
tapi tak mengapa
aku bukanlah pacarmu
biarlah aku disini
biarlah aku simpan
memori kita bersama
tetap terpahat di jiwa..

.:Aksara_cintA:.

2008-03-07T16:33:00.002+08:00

>1!fE<

hidup ini susah, aku tahu

rela atau tidak, aku tempuh

bahagia atau tidak, aku tak pasti

perlukah aku gapai kembali

gelak ketawa lalu

agar suria esok

menyinari bumi

menerangi hati

hakikat ini hakiki

tersulam di sanubari~

~kadang2 apa yg terjadi, kita x rancang~

ma lovely pet-toy~!

2008-02-08T18:53:00.000+08:00

ketahuan

2008-02-08T18:42:00.000+08:00

Matta - Ketahuan

Dari awal aku tak pernah percaya
Kata-katamu karena aku hanya melihat
Semua dari parasmu

Terlanjur kau bilang padaku
Kau tak akan pernah selingkuh
Tetapi ternyata dirimu bermain dibelakangku

*Saat ku melihatmu kau sedang bermesraan
Dengan seorang yang ku kenal

**Oo..Oo.. Kamu ketahuan pacaran lagi
Dengan dirinya teman baikku
Oo..Oo.. Kamu ketahuan pacaran lagi
Dengan dirinya teman baikku

Repeat * & **

Tapi tak mengapa aku tak heran
Karena dirimu cinta saatku

Oo..Oo.. Aku ketahuan pacaran lagi
Dengan dirinya teman baikmu
Oo..Oo.. Aku ketahuan pacaran lagi
Dengan dirinya teman baikmu

.:cian kat boifren die:.

heCtiC lifE!!

2008-01-24T20:25:00.000+08:00

start je skool, i think i'm living in different world!

Just imagine that; pagi2 bangun nak pegi skool (6.30!) and then mandi2, lepas rush pakai baju nak pegi breakfast, pas2 blajar, blajar, blajar, blajar, blajar >huh! penat beb~< & u kn0w what? i finish my tiring school hour at 3.20 pm! can u imagine that? 0f coz u can't~

lepas tu ade latihan sukan lagih, hadooooila.....

and now i'm ♥ HOME ♥

<>home sweet home bebeh<>

=========WALLLLAAAA===========

everything iz NEW~!

2008-01-11T18:15:00.000+08:00

Maybe it's too late to talk bout new year since today is the eleventh day of january 2008.This year everything is new for me.Especially in my school, it's not the school itself but what happen to me in school is what i'm trying to say here>huhuh<.The new subjects, new teachers, new class, and etc. are kinda affected me physically {not really} and emotionally {that's tough}!, but i think i can manage it by put aside all those craps in my life which is bad and influenced me in my studies >i guess la<.That's all that i can say~bla bla bla....

BEYOND HAPPINESS is what i GET!

2007-12-28T13:22:00.000+08:00

::27th december 2007::

~tarikh keramat yang berisikan kegembiraan dan bersulamkan harapan~
today, aku boleh tido dengan lena selepas melalui hari yang tersangattlah mendebarkan.Finally i got 9A's which we can called it as a SUCKSES>hehehe<

c3rita si BODOH~

2007-11-21T10:15:00.000+08:00

0nce upon a time, ada seorang si bodoh. Nak dijadikan cerita, si bodoh telah membuat keputusan untuk mengembara mengelilingi dunia. Di sepanjang perjalanannya, si bodoh telah banyak bertemu dengan orang yang susah.

"si bodoh, tolonglah saya! Saya tiada wang untuk membeli makanan untuk anak saya, kasihanilah saya"
Si bodoh pun membuat keputusan untuk menderma semua wangnya kepada wanita tersebut.

"si bodoh, tolonglah saya! Saya kesejukan, boleh awak bagi jaket awak kepada saya? Sekarang ni kan musim sejuk"
Si bodoh kasihankan lelaki itu lalu menghadiahkan jaketnya kepada dia.

"si bodoh, boleh tak saya makan makanan awak? Saya lapar sesangat!"
Seperti biasa, si bodoh menyerahkan semua makanannya yang sedikit itu kepada kanak-kanak tadi.

Selepas itu, si bodoh hanya tinggal sehelai sepinggang.Tapi si bodoh berasa sangat gembira kerana dia telah banyak menolong orang.Kemudian, si bodoh meneruskan perjalanannya lalu masuk ke dalam sebuah hutan.Terdapat monster di dalam hutan tersebut.Kemudian, si bodoh telah bertemu dengan mereka.

"si bodoh, boleh tak kalau kami meratah tangan awak? Kami sangat lapar kerana semua haiwan dalam hutan sudah tiada, sudah setahun kami tak makan"
Si bodoh pun membenarkan monster2 tersebut memakannya dan meratah tangannya.Begitulah seterusnya monster2 tersebut memakan si bodoh sehingga hanya tinggal kepalanya saja.Akhirnya, monster2 tadi telah mengorek mata si bodoh dan memakannya.

Kemudian, monster2 tadi telah menulis perkataan BODOH di atas kertas dan melemparkannya kepada si bodoh serta berkata " KAU MEMANG BODOH, SI BODOH!!".Si bodoh menangis kerana dia berasa terharu dan berasa sungguh gembira.Ini kerana itulah pertama kali seseorang yang dia tolong memberikannya sesuatu dan dia tidak kisah walau apa pun benda tersebut.Si bodoh menangis, menangis, menangis dan tidak dapat berhenti kerana dia tiada mata, keadaan itu berterusan sehinggalah ajalnya sampai..

The End

:: diadaptasi daripada fruits basket;November 19 2007::

~maybe for you this guy is totally idiot, but for me he has a kind heart and i appreciate what he had done~

m0nten9..

2007-11-06T09:07:00.000+08:00

hei guyz~
it's been 3 days since i'm playing truant, and you noe wut?
kat rumah borimz+fun
i wonder what happen kat skool since i left
miss my frenz la,
makan chocs, tengok tv, tido, baca novel,
that's the only things that i did these past few days
hmph... :B

LANGKAWI::island of duty free chocs

2007-11-02T20:40:00.000+08:00

>kat makam mahsuri<

Last monday, akhirnya alhamdulillah, finally selamat sampai skool walaupun ade la sket problem masa on the way home>rumors::about aircond 1st2 pastu, pasal brek! x tau la aku

The journey beginz x seperti yang dirancangkan, of coz la janji org melayu kan<>then, as usual, kat dlm bas, coldness of death mencengkam bebudak kat dlm bas ni lah.sejuk giler, bukan setakat tulang hitam,biru, merah, hijau,purple, kuning, semua menggigil beb!Biler sampai kat langkawi, mcm biasak ar, shopping sakan la..n then it becomes my sweetest memory 4 diz year!

today..

2007-10-19T20:52:00.000+08:00

esok kena pegi skool...oh sh*t!

tapi kalau dok kat umah pom tak buat apa jugak kan?

so tomorrrow the fun and excitement beginz..yeah yeah!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

berlalu la sudah>>>

2007-10-17T16:24:00.000+08:00

first of all, selamat hari raya ke-4, huhuhuhu belum terlambat lagi kan? hmm minggu depan pergi trip ke langkawi! best gilow. nak beli apa ek? tadi pegi shopping n out of blue, jumpe la plark dengan classmate, mujo aku pakai sopan gituw, hehehe.Anyway my primary skool held an alumni tomorrow, so dunno ar pegi ke x.maybe pegi kot jumpe kawan-kawan lama dulu.rindu giler, mestri best kalau dpt jumpe geng mase kecik-kecik dolu>>>

kerispatih_tapi bukan aku

2007-10-10T17:56:00.001+08:00

Jangan lagi kau sesali keputusanku,

Ku tak ingin kau semakin kan terluka,

Tak ingin ku paksakan cinta ini,

Meski tiada sanggup untuk kau terima

Aku memang manusia paling berdosa,

Khianati rasa demi keinginan semua,

Lebih baik jangan mencintai aku dan semua hatiku,

Karena tak kan pernah kan kau temui, cinta sejati,

Berakhirlah sudah semua kisah ini,

Dan jangan kau tangisi lagi,

Sekalipun aku tak kan pernah mencoba kembali padamu

Sejuta kata maaf terasa kan percuma,

Sebab rasa ku telah mati untuk menyadarinya

Semoga saja kan kau dapati,

Hati yang tulus mencintaimu,

Tapi bukan aku

Berakhirlah sudah semua kisah ini,

Dan jangan kau tangisi lagi,

Sekalipun aku tak kan pernah mencoba kembali padamu

Sejuta kata maaf terasa kan percuma,

S'bab rasa ku telah mati untuk menyadarinya

kerispatih_tapi bukan aku

2007-10-10T17:56:00.000+08:00

Jangan lagi kau sesali keputusanku,

Ku tak ingin kau semakin kan terluka,

Tak ingin ku paksakan cinta ini,

Meski tiada sanggup untuk kau terima

Aku memang manusia paling berdosa,

Khianati rasa demi keinginan semua,

Lebih baik jangan mencintai aku dan semua hatiku,

Karena tak kan pernah kan kau temui, cinta sejati,

Berakhirlah sudah semua kisah ini,

Dan jangan kau tangisi lagi,

Sekalipun aku tak kan pernah mencoba kembali padamu

Sejuta kata maaf terasa kan percuma,

Sebab rasa ku telah mati untuk menyadarinya

Semoga saja kan kau dapati,

Hati yang tulus mencintaimu,

Tapi bukan aku

Berakhirlah sudah semua kisah ini,

Dan jangan kau tangisi lagi,

Sekalipun aku tak kan pernah mencoba kembali padamu

Sejuta kata maaf terasa kan percuma,

S'bab rasa ku telah mati untuk menyadarinya

~bisikan alam~

2007-09-07T09:22:00.000+08:00

duhai sang bayu

dengarlah rintih hatiku

yang berwalang pilu

teringatkan kisah lalu

duhai sang suria

berikanlah khabar gembira

pengubat jiwa

yang berduka lara

duhai sang hujan

tangisan kekecewaan

membasahi bumi tuhan

duhai tuhan,

berikan kekuatan

menempuhi dugaan

dengan keinsafan

untuk suatu kejayaan..

0h....olidei datang lagi~

2007-08-17T17:59:00.000+08:00

i`ll spend this hols wif book and school things =( i just need 2 have & be a lil bit 'sabar' and semua penderitaan nie lastly akan berakhir jugak.tinggal beberapa..ooppss 1 bulan je lagi kalau dikira bodo-bodo la.Dengan segala tekad dan keazaman, akan ku...

akan ku tempuhi

rintangan yang melanda

walau sekencang taufan

walau setajam pedang

walau sekejam yakuza

akan ku gagahi

melangkah jauh

menyusuri derita

menggapai bahagia

tanpa noda.....

tiba-tiba plaks! berpuitis la katakan..cuba bakat!huhuhuhu.So i've made some plan for this hols..mcm study la of coz!plan lepas PMR plak hajatnya nak tulis citer ar..(pergh)=$

2007-07-25T13:02:00.000+08:00

my FRENCH Name is:

Alavda Boivert

2007-07-25T12:59:00.000+08:00

my ITALIAN Name Is...

Imelda Conti

2007-07-25T12:58:00.000+08:00

my JAPANESE name is...

Yoshino Shimizudani

2007-07-25T12:53:00.000+08:00

my RUSSIAN name...

Kisa Calina Sokolov

shweet

2007-05-24T19:05:00.000+08:00

2007-05-11T17:14:00.000+08:00

best banget~!

2007-05-11T17:00:00.001+08:00

lagu best dari Indon....
Letto-ruang rindu

Di daun yang ikut, mengalir lembut
Terbawa sungai ke, ujung mata
Dan aku mulai takut, terbawa cinta
Menghirup rindu yang, sesakkan dada
Jalanku hampa, dan ku sentuh dia
Terasa hangat, oh didalam hati
Ku pegang erat dan, ku halangi waktu
Tak urung ju,a ku lihatnya pergi

Tak pernah ku ragu, dan s’lalu ku ingat
Kerlingan matamu, dan sentuhan hangat
Ku saat itu takut, mencari makna
Tumbuhkan rasa yang ,sesakkan dada

[#:]Kau datang dan pergi, oh begitu saja
Semua ku t’rima, apa adanya
Mata terpejam dan, hati menggumam
Di ruang rindu, kita bertemu

test result!

2006-10-22T00:00:00.000+08:00

Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle...

Where Will You Be In 10 Years?

MY RESULT:Building Houses in Fiji

You’re a selfless person with a sense of adventure, so we figure you’ll be helping poor people out in the tropics somewhere. Don’t forget suncreen!

Of course, you don't have to wait until 10 years from now to start doing nice, selfless things. Why don't you start off by helping a senior citizen cross the street, or letting someone copy off of your test answers? Give till it hurts.

Take This Quiz!

2006-10-21T17:05:00.000+08:00

Click disini untuk dapatkan e-cards

Hari RayA mENjeLang Tiba!!!!

2006-10-20T00:39:00.000+08:00

gamba @ skoooll

2006-10-13T13:06:00.000+08:00

BoriMzzzzzzZZzzzzzzzz

2006-10-13T12:46:00.000+08:00

Di pagi Jumaat yang hening...>hening ke<..nevermind i guest so.x de aper pom yang bley di buat so...chatting & ngepost jer la keje aku yang satu..pastu cari template untuk blog.Waduh..waduh....waduh .....x ku ketemuin dong yang cantik gitu..Kan ku cari dikau sampai ke lubang cacing wahai template whahahahaha :?

>>>> sebenarnya nothim say<<<<<<<> banyak keje yang membebani cuma kau jer yang malas nak buat!! Minggu depan2 EXAM!!! mampus aku...dahlah x study lagi......nothim 2 say >lack of ideas< bye bye cik blog!!! adios..

/>?>?>

2006-08-13T12:51:00.000+08:00

When u fell lonely in da middle of da nite...
juz look at da star..
in da sky..we may
not at da same plaze.. but we may look at da same STAR!!!

waddup???!!!

2006-08-13T12:39:00.000+08:00

>Frenz<
Frenz iz like a PEPSI!!!
Ask 4 more
Frenz iz like NIKE
Juz do it
Frenz iz like NOKIA
Connecting people
and Frenz iz like MC' D
IM LOVIN IT =}

im trying to say....

2006-08-03T04:05:00.000+08:00

whoa!!! dah lama aku x sentuh keyboard nak tulis blog niH...BZZZ adalah salah satu faktor kott.
yea!!!!! aku dapat 6A 1B untuk masa ini >chewasss< another 2 x tau lagi...lega ....aku rasa itulah perkataan yang terbaik buat masa ini.at least result aku x menurun .,..maintain aje...tapi harap-harap ader peningkatan laa.Emmm hari nie aku balik...BEST gegilowww...X sabau nak main internet kat umah tapi x tau la internet kat umah menjadi atau x...harap2 menjadi laa.lepas tue tgk keta baru>citra< rase2nyee.Pas tu bercerita degn sis aku >ana< yang tersayang...lama x jumpa kan, biasak ar.kalau dokdekat2 gaduh ploks..aku rase ape lagi nak citer ek?
x de dah kott.... byeee cik blog ...huhuhuhuhu

result exam !!

2006-07-23T16:02:00.000+08:00

first thing aku dtg skool tadi, automatik la aku ingatkan result exam.Fuh... macam satu ledakan peluru bom.Terkezut la aku..tapi alhamdullillah setakat ni aku dah dapat dua A.Tapi aku score aku dpt maybe la kan at least 8 ke 7 ke...ok la gak.Banyak lagi halangan rupa2nya.So all i have to do is struggle and study se 'besu' yang mungkin.Wish me luck guyszz.

start of dizz thing

2006-07-20T21:25:00.000+08:00

first of all...camne aku boleh terfikir nak buat blog ni ek? hmmm maybe diz is some sort of ...>biarlah rahsia< hahaha.Aku nak buat blog ni coz abg angkat aku ader blog jugak kot...entah laa.Tapi aku anggap blog ni medium aku lepaskan perasaan & tension kot.Begitu la asal usulnya blog nih.