it felt awkward.....to write, again. i'm giving soul to my blog.

alhamdulillah,, thank god. i got the jpa interview. i'm happy n i'm scared. happy to know that i'm just a step closer to my dream. scared to realize that my future depends on the interview.

terkilan. i dont know that i'm diz stupid to let others determine my future. although it hurts to write this, but still.. i cant juz let it go. i keep thinking of it n it really makes me down. that bloody consultant really crack my nerves. bullshit!! i really hope ade hikmah yg tersembunyi di sebalik apa yg berlaku...cholmal~

lucky to have you, ana. i really appreciate it that night. the night we cry together juz because i'm a stupid girl who cant even say no to defend myself n my future. u truly are my dearest sis. watever might happen, i can always trust you 4 trusting myself. i'm juz not mature enaf to stand on my own...like what u said that night. thanx 4 d wise words.. i really need that. also to siha...u helped a lot honey~

if u dunno what i'm saying rite now, juz ignore it. diz is juz a lame luahan rase dr budak yg bernama azreen.

i just hope that i can be like the sun..always warm n happy without sadness surrounds me,,

ABC doesn't go any further

That's just no good

'Cause what's inside our hearts is different, right?

My youth's better than that

I wanna come deep inside that heat

I know it's gotta be you

I'm a naughty sun


.the end.