yup, u can call it as a process of regenerate...
here i am, kat blog yg terabai for almost few months kot~
reasons; firstly, i x rasa mcm nk bt keje skolah or assignment or watever ppl call it.
secondly, i miss my old self, sit in front of this lappy n typing post for this blog.
for these few months, a lot of things did happen..good n bad, simultaneously.
i din get the jpa for oversea, n i din cry.thats not make myself proud at all for being whatsocall tabah or whatsoever. i cry for not being able to cry. the fact that i get jpa for dlm negara doesnt change anything okaii..n im not really happy for that, so stop saying congrats n all that sorts of things. it just make me realize that i cant even touch my dream.fullstop.
studying in usim does not suck at all ;) i hv dear sanah by my side..that's make me different from my other galfriends who are alone in their campus life. the conclusion is, i am happy. a lot of things did happen, i mean, in a good way, studying is not that bad, xcept for arabic, of course, it always make me pening2 lalat, ehee.
i'm starting new phase of life... i am a lot rajin than before [kot] hehe.. n then i sleep less in lecture, i am better in mingle around kott..
n one more thing, currently like this lyrics . .
;p
Oh blue sands, will I ever get to marry my handsome friend?
Oh blue sands, can you make them understand?
And everything will get better if I stay for a while
And we’ll find another way to be happy one day
And everything will get better if you hold on for a while
And the sea come and sweeps us away from here
Oh blue sands, will i ever get to be like you