this evening, there's a program for med students with the dean of our future faculty. the talk was hell so inspiring, fun n interesting =D. me like it a lot.hehe. so, feeling kinda motivated, n worried of coz. just thinking of that will make me question myself, will i make it to enter that med school? well, like what he said, prof. datuk nik, u don't hav to be smart to become a doctor ( but to become one, you need to =.='), u just hav to study, study n study harder. ni yg ak x tahan neh.... n one more thing, he said that please, do your best in your quiz, everything count. n ni satu lg yg ak x tahannn...adooiiillaaa. teringat test chem1 punyer marks. plus, this embarassing marks come wif embarassing moment~ cess
FYI, i always sit beside boys' side n that makes me sit beside a boy.. n when i get my marks, i sit next to luqman, that brilliant luqman get full mark, and he surely see how much i score T.T.tsk.tsk.ces! memalukan kaum btol la aku nih. sedey doe dpt rendah. feels like a loser when everyone got that 'good' on their paper n i din. but, i'm thankful enaff, x de la tulisan 'see me' drpd puan latifah tertera di atas kertas tu. fuhh.
what i realize;
#1 kebaikan sit next to boy n their clan
- segan nak tido. hehe
- they are much more pick-up than the gals, so, klau blur, ape lg, tanye laa (in this case, ak x tau malu..heheh)
- they will keep u entertain wif their talks ^_^
#2 i'm proud to be a kelantanese.
in this case, ak pon x phm apsallaa diorang ni suka sgt nk ckp kltn =.='
bukti 1 ;
there's a girl, sanah's housemate, kak bee, a fanatic fan of klntn. she speaks kltn, as if she is, although she's not. she is eyeing a klntn boy, n he is overflowing cute, hehe ; n kak bee oso mkn BUDU, mind u, dlm quantity yg byk . haha. kalah saya, bdk kelantan.
bukti 2;
syafiq n ensem, classmates of mine n his conversation dlm kuliah pg td
syafiq ; eh ak nk blaja ckp klntn la
ensem ; haha. apsal? kau nk ngorat awek klntn eh?
saya ; =.='
#3 i am not in denials
i know my feelings okaii ( trying to say this to myself) i dunno if my heart heard it or not. but, i hope that my heart will hear it, CLEARLY. i see him, bcoz i always look for him =.=' (that is so bad of me). now, i'm in process of getting my head straight! ok, no flirting! fighting!!
